Okay, so I am getting really worried because my dad is not answering his phone and he was supposed to pick me up and take me somewhere hours ago. I called him, but his phone went straight to voicemail. It might have just died, but that is not helping my nerves though. I think I might go to the tracker to see where he is. I am trying not to over react, but I am starting to get scared…
I FUCKING FOUND HIM, THAT DUMBASS.
So, for graduation, we have this thing where we can pick a buddy to walk with us down the isle. Since we didn’t get out of class for a few minutes. The lady decided to have everyone pick someone at that moment. With all the friends I have, guess who got left out?
Always fucking me.
It seems they can be my friend when they want to get a ride or go to and event or stay at a hotel or have me film something, but when it comes to actually considering me, I am fucking DROPPED.
What is worse is that the people who I asked apparently had a partner picked out WAY before I asked. which makes it EXTREMELY embarrassing when you have to walk away rejected.
Which happens to me a lot.
There is always going to be a odd-one-out, I understand that, but… why not even consider me?
Why am I not good enough?
I guess this just goes to show that I am alone. And no matter how much I do for these people, I will always be last. And that FUCKING HURTS.
Thanks you guys, you are fucking awesome.